Ugh! I let myself sink into the couch, trying to figure out what to do, but Mom noticed something was wrong. I knew I shouldn't tell her, but I needed someone to talk to. I told her about how my boyfriend was moving fast, and he wanted a...blowjob. I can't believe I said those words to her. I said, now completely embarrassed, that I didn't know how to give one, and surprisingly, she tried to help. She was explaining how to use my hands and mouth in all these different ways, but I just